Love Mom

Grief comes in waves. I’ve been wrestling through many emotions this week. Today is a special day and all I could do on the Eve of your birthday was surrender my grief and my emotions, to Jesus. I know He loves you more than I could ever love you. You were wanted by us, but you were also wanted by Him. Letting go of you so that He can take a hold of you was the hardest thing I’ve ever had to do. I know you are well taken care of and if given the choice, you would choose Jesus over me. I don’t blame you,

Today you would have been five years old. Instead of preparing a big celebration for you this weekend, I write you this public letter to once again express my love for you. I love you! You will always be celebrated. You’re now celebrating with our Heavenly Father and to be honest, His parties are much better than the ones here. I know you're having a great time, an eternal celebration.

Mom and Dad love you so much and miss you greatly. One day we will be reunited to never be separated again. But until then, keep celebrating! Give Jesus a big hug and a kiss from me, tell Him that I love Him and I will worship Him ‘til my last breath.

Love Mom